"Time"

I keep hearing this word & I must say it's quite haunting......Does anyone understand what hearing "It's just going to take time" feels like???  I mean do you really think I want to be hearing "It's just going to take time"......I don't have the heart for all this "Time"......I'm not built ford tough!!! I'm sorry but it isn't what I want to hear.......I want to hear she's going home!!! I want OUR BABY HEALTHY & HOME!!! That's the real truth!!! Yes, I know it's going to "take time" but I'd like to think that Sophia is so strong she won't need as much time as others.  Do you know there are NICU babies that have stayed for as long as 10months....god please don't do that to me!!! I can barely bare another month!!! In my world a day feels like a week, a week feels like a month, and a month feels like a YEAR!!! I know time keeps going for everyone else, even for daddy.....but for mommy it just doesn't there are moments where it feels like time is stopped.....nothing feels the same.....nothing will feel the same until I can put my gorda in her car seat & drive her home......where she belongs!!!