I could hold on forever!!!

I could hold on forever LITERALLY!! I have found such a joy in being there for my Gorda when she needs my hand to hold.  It's amazing how she grips so hard, I've noticed more so when the nurses are messing with her she holds tighter.  I love the feeling I get when she holds my finger.  I love how soft her skin feels.  I love sitting there for hours while she holds me and we both fall asleep (Even if I'm sitting with my head leaning on her isolette it's still the most comfortable place in the world because I'm with her and we are holding each other) I know every good mother knows this already, but a mother's love is so different from anything else in the world.  I always figured this even more when my first nephew Anthony was born I couldn't get enough of him (I still can't) I used to tell myself "Wow if I love AJ this much how will it be with my own".....oh boy I hope Sophia is ready because WOW DO I LOVE her.......She has overpowered everyone....Sorry world but Sophia rules my world now!!  It's like no one or nothing matters anymore to me but my princess!! I love her to pieces, she's the LOVE OF MY LIFE!!!  The world could fall apart and as long as I have her in my life I'll be more than fine.  I can't wait to share our lives together....I can't wait to attempt to be the most perfect mother ever!!! I am far from perfect, but for her I will try every minute of every day to be just that for her.  I always want to give her a reason to smile, and no reason to cry! I always want to give her a reason to be proud of me, and no reason to be disappointed!  I always want to give her a reason to feel loved, and never a reason to feel unloved!  I can go on forever of what I want for Sophia.....for now I leave her with this song My Wish for Sophia (Click on link) Did I already say, I love holding her hand, I love kissing her (Yes mommy & daddy have gotten to kiss her when they've opened her isolette to do something).....Oh my how I love kissing her she's so delicious!! Ok that's enough for today....Goodnight...Sweet Dreams!!